watery wednesday- my life,my happiness,my family.....

"a family is a place where minds come in contact with one another.if this minds love one another the home will be as beautiful as a flower garden,but if these minds get out of harmony with one another it is like a storm that plays havoc with the garden." buddha 

"you should respect each other and refrain from disputes;you should not,like water and oil,repel each other,but should,like milk and water mingle together." buddha

"thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle,and the life of a candle will not be shortened.happiness never decreases by being shared." buddha

"freedom conceives that the mind and spirit of man can be free only if he is free to pattern his own life,to develop his own talents,free to earn,to spend,to save,to acquire property as the security of his old age and his family." herbert hoover

 

"i had rather be shut up in a very modest cottage with my books,my family,and few old friends,dining on simple bacon,and letting the world roll on as it liked,than to occupy the most splendid post,which any human power can give." thomas jefferson

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monochrome weekend-shadow

"we are formed and molded by our thoughts.those whose minds are shaped by selfless thoughts give joy when they speak or act.joy follows them like a  shadow that never leaves them. " buddha


 

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skywatch friday-a piece of thought

   sometimes,we tend to be happy even we are not sometimes,we tried to be strong even the truth is we are weak.......after weeks of mourning,here i am the pain of lossing a father still haunts me,i laugh, smile,talked just as i am used to be but the feeling deep down inside me is still crying.... crying for a father who asked his  youngest daughter before he died.i left my dad after ten days even on his crucial time,i know he will leave us very very soon but still i decided to go because i have to,and i have no choice.....after four days my dad passed away with the tears on his eyes looking for me,how can i ever forget that he asked me to decide on one big family issue,i am the youngest and yet he wants me to talked with everyone about his operation that everyone knows will only give him more trouble because his body is already to weak at that time,my dad knows it but he still insist for it,i want to give what he wish because i know it will make him happy for atleast on his last time i could give him what he wish for but my family refused and im the only one who wants it......

    to hard to move on when you know you just sit there and did nothing,some may say im useless like some  people say coz i just let my dad die with out the operation but in my opinion i know he is more happy now no more pains and sufferrings....because even the doctor says he may leave anytime for his body never accept any medication anymore,the feeling of  guilt is still on me,but, do i have to be guilty?am i wrong for not letting him have the operation?some say,i  did,we did the right thing but, whatever it is my dad already passed away and i have to move forward for there are still some missions for me to finish,anything what my dad started especially on SERVING THE PEOPLE for 20 yrs in my community,i may continue that in right time because for now i need more courage,time and effort....     there is one thing i can't forget with my dad,he may not be the perfect father for me but he is indeed a perfect father to teach us to love,respect ,have faith in God,to strive for our dreams and to believe that even the poorest person in the world could change his life if he got the guts and the courage to do it.  i will always miss  my dad and will always loved him.....

i took the pictures on my dad's last day of mourning at about 5 a.m.  as i look into the  sky bidding my last goodbye to him....

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Paalam.... Popsie...

Dad... Paalam.... Madami k0ng gust0ng sabihin say0 pero di ko nagawa ng magkita tay0,wala ak0ng lakas ng lo0b para sabihin say0 na mahal kita...alam ko huli na at alam ko wala ng chance para mayakap kita,G0d kn0w's kung gan0 kahirap sakin na iwan ka sa gitna ng kalagayan m0 pero alam k0ng nauunawaan m0 yun. Sana an0 man pagkukulang ko bilang anak,mapatawad m0 at kung an0 man mga naging pagkukulang m0 matagal ko nang nakalimutan yun kase ama kita,at mahal kita,wala ak0ng ibang pinangarap kundi masabi ko say0 na mahal kita....
Patawad at di ko naibigay ang hiling m0,at sana naunawaan m0ng para rin yun sa kabutihan m0,san ka man ngay0n sana masaya ka na at kapiling m0 na si kuya at si ditse.
Paalam p0psie...
Paalam....

body language....its a thousand words to say....

hello everyone!im back...after 10 days of my emergency vacation to philippines,i arrived yesterday at about 12:30pm(taiwan,manila time)... got rest for a while and unpacked  my things,this morning i got fever 37.6 not really serious but because of back pains i decided to take meds and rest again...  still,  im not feeling well  mentally and pysically...my mind is still there in philippines,its too hard for me to leave at this time but i need to be strong and i know everything will change and for the meantime i just want to relax my mind and trying to make things normal by posting some blogs...i still don't know what to do.... dad,forgive me i can't give your wish God knows how painfull it is on my part for not granting  your wish....i just wish you the best...

                     "common  sense in an uncommon degree is what the world calls wisdom"

"few  people even scratch the surface,much less exhaust the contemplation of their own experienced"-randolph bourne

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camera critters #2-year end post for 2009

this could be my last post for this year and i want to thank everyone for being a part of this simple blog of mine that i used to be my companion after my work,blog that helps me unleased the boredom,the sadness that i can truly feel deep down inside me.i will be away for 10 days to attend to my father who is now critically ill,i wish that when i come back everything will be alright and will be the same again.wish me luck  all guys...... it is hard to tell what i am feeling  right now the fear that im trying to fight with  at this time but just hoping for the best and whatever happens,i know i can stand and face it.i will miss you all in here..... let me wish everyone a peaceful new year....

May God grant me the wisdom to face the reality of life in a easy way that i will no longer feel the harsness of the so call loneliness.

bye everyone!!!

hey you,sleepy  head....come on get up.....don't be lazy,im going to take picture...be ready.....

that's good...come on baby....don't be shy im going to take picture of you...

come baby,don't be afraid come to me......more...more... closer....plsssss....

okey,there you go a bit more close up for them to see you.....thanks baby...

your awesome,and look at your face grrrr......thanks for making my day...

monochrome weekend-cijin beach 1

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    "faith is courage;it is creative while despair is    always destructive."-david s.muzzey

                                                                                         

                     cijin beach is well-known for seafoods and said to be one of the two decent beach in kaohsiung,if you want to visit this island  to try their varieties of seafoods(no chance for me to try though they look yummy!) or just wander around the island take some photos or might want to try surfing or swimming on its clean beach, first thing  you need to know is that you need to take a ride on a ferry boat where it is located at gushan ferry pier .

a surfboard bench where i sitted for awhile  watching those people walking,chatting,couples hugging and kissing each other,those riding on a tribike,kids playing on the sand,others playing kites,those taking pictures,a few surfer on the beach,sellers selling different kinds of seafoods,oldies playing poker,a serenader couple  performing for free to entertain visitors like me,and one foreign girl(indonesian) already upset waiting for someone(she's been there for an hour as i observed huh!)whom i  asked to take one picture of me.(thanks to her,can't forget her because of the picture).

                        im not lucky enough to find any beautiful flower, spent half day wandering in cijin beach and this is the only flower(or should i say grass?!) i  got/saw....not a good place  for planting flowers  i suspect because the place was actually  well-known for its  famous seafoods  and beach not flowers,LOL!